It is official. I have become a member of the Prozac nation. My PCP prescribed me prozac today for depression and as an appetite suppressant. I am seriously apprehensive about this. I have never really thought about taking anti-depressants as I think they are seriously over prescribed. I am somewhat worried about becoming dependent on them. Hopefully, it will help with the depression. I never really thought of myself as depressed. I know I was not really happy, just kind of existing, that has been my normal. But with my living situation the last few years I am using food as a comfort source and isolating myself. I spend a lot of time on the computer. i also am not getting any physical exercise as most days I am so mentally drained I don't want to do anything, not even walk the Shih Tzu.

I hope this will be the push I need to motivate me to change my life. I am tired of the rut my life has become and do want to change it. I really I have been allowing the problems of others and my own lack of confidence in myself to box myself in. We shall see.

Summary: The people in his life attracted trouble like honey attracts bears.

( Connor Angel/Lucy McClane )

No I don't. Most things can be explained by science. Somethings we just have not figured out yet. But Ithink there are some things that can't be explained. Like how can a person be capable of committing some of the most monsterous crimes (i.e. child molestation, child abuse, genocide)? The deep bond of a mother and child can not truely be explained to anyone that has not experienced it. Or feeling the presence of a loved one that has passed. Some things are just a mystery.

His Girl
Graham Miller had no idea how he ended up here. Really he had no intention of it happening, couldn’t even tell when it started to lead him here. Actually, he knew when it started; one summer spent in Florida was when it all started. (Crossover Roswell and BtVS)

( Chapter Two: Staying with the Family )

What Was It About Redheads?
Chapter Three: Buffy/Charlie Crews (Life)
Summary: A person's thoughts while watching someone sleep.

( Life Brother )

Learned Wicca or Witches Born
What Was It About Redheads? Series
Daniel "Oz" Osbourne/Paige Halliwell

( Learned Wicca or Witches Born )

Innocence Sleeps
What Was It About Redheads?
Summary: A woman's thoughts while watching someone sleep.

( Innocence Sleeps )

Summary: A man's early morning thoughts as he watched the woman next to him in bed. (The flip side to "What Was It About Blondes?", Another 20 minutes thang.)

( Brunettes )

Okay, I have spent too much time trolling through the Fic For All pairings on Twisting The Hellmouth. I saw this pairing and tried to do one of those write what comes to mind for 20 minutes.

( this is the result )

Another Buffy/Roswell fanfic I did this weekend.

Summary: Graham Miller had no idea how he ended up here. Really he had no intention of it happening, couldn’t even tell when it started to lead him here. Actually, he knew when it started; one summer spent in Florida was when it all started.

( His Girl )

Summary: Giles did not want to be doing this but he owed it to Claudia Parker to be the one who changed her granddaughter's world.

Disclaimer: Buffyverse is Joss Whedon and Roswell is Jason Katims.

( Chapter Three:Unforgettable Night )

Summary: Giles did not want to be doing this but he owed it to Claudia Parker to be the one who changed her granddaughter's world. Takes place after Season 2 and before Season 3 before Liz becomes a doormat.

( Chapter Two: Big Brother )

Here is a new fic I started this weekend.It is a crossover of Buffy and Roswell. Summary: Giles did not want to be doing this but he owed it to Claudia Parker to be the one who changed her granddaughter's world. Takes place after Season 2 and before Season 3 before Liz becomes a doormat.

( Breaking the News )

Summary: What happens when a group of good intentioned girlfriends try to find the Oldest Slayer a Boyfriend?

And now for ( Chapter Three: Death is not my Sister's gift! )

Summary: What happens when a group of good intentioned girlfriends try to find the Oldest Slayer a Boyfriend?

Okay I am finally going to post ( the second chapter of Find My Sister a Boyfriend. )